11.22.09
At the movies…
My family and I went to a movie last night, and out of the 6 cinemas, they only offer 2012 and New Moon. A little short of movie offerings this week. Anyway, we decided to watch New Moon, since the rest of my family have already seen 2012, and my sister would kill us if we didn’t watch New Moon.
It’s the second day, so still a lot of people, eventhough it’s the last screening. The movie started around 10pm. But we entered the cinema much earlier because we want to catch the trailers of upcoming shows. I liked the trailers of both movies that deals with aliens, Avatar and Planet 51. I thought it was interesting that they portray the humans as the invading force instead of the typical alien invation. Definitely I want to watch Sherlock Holmes, since I’ve been reading his stories since I was in grade school, and it will be interesting to watch the detective on screen. I’m hesitant about the Christmas Carol, since I’m tired of the storyline, but then it’s Jim Carey, there might be some surprises there. I’ve also seen that Nicholas Sparks movie trailer, I think it’s Dear John. The story looks fine, but I don’t enjoy crying at the movies, so I’m going to have to pass.
Now, about New Moon. I’ve read the whole series. I didn’t know about them until Twilight came out. And since I’ve learned from Harry Potter not to watch the movie until I’ve read the book, I read the 4 books first before I’ve watched Twilight. Out of all the books, I have to say that New Moon, I didn’t enjoy too much. So I wasn’t harboring any high expectations about the movie to begin with, which I think is a good thing so then I will not be disappointed too much, in case the movie didn’t live up to its hype.
Anyway, it’s a good thing the movie didn’t focus too much on Bella’s depression. But I have to say she’s really good on screen, looking pale and everything. Jacob, really felt sorry for him at the story. I couldn’t even begin to imagine how it must have felt to outright beg for the girl to stay with you, and bluntly to be told no. Ouch, poor guy. You thought you have a good thing going, then when the other guy shows up again, you return to the “doghouse”.
Edward. Not too much screen time this time, which is to be expected, of course. Hmm, but it doesn’t feel right somehow that he got owned during the fight with Felix. I thought he could have done a better job than that. He really looked like a wimp this time. I know he couldn’t do anything about Jane, but at least he could have at least broken from the hold Felix had on him. Hmm, maybe he got weak because of what Jane did to him, I don’t know. Hmm, I didn’t get that feeling of “Edward’s finally here!” like I did in the book, I wonder why?
Charlie, I wish he could have more screen time. I enjoyed him in Twilight, he was very, very funny. His quiet way of speaking doesn’t prepare you to how funny his words are.
The wolf pack, um, not to sound so demanding, but I wish they could have buff up more. Sam and Jacob, I think it’s okay. But the rest could have been bigger in their human form. Not because I like looking at buff-up guys, well, okay, yeah, but I thought they look a little scrawny to me. And I remember in the books that they are supposedly like seven foot tall, big-muscled kind of guys. Hmm, maybe because they’re still young wolves? Well, I don’t know about that either, it’s been a year since I’ve read the book anyway. But the wolves in their “wolf form” is great. You can really get the impression that they can fight vampires and win.
The human friends, still there, and they’re okay. Especially that girl Bella’s with when they went out to see a movie. Although I don’t like her character, very two-faced, but I can understand her annoyance to Bella when Bella left her to ride a motorcycle with some guy. If that had happened to me, I really wouldn’t even know what to do, probably call Bella’s Dad.
Okay, so since I wasn’t expecting too much, I wasn’t disappointed. I had a fine time with my family.
11.21.09
On the shelf…
Sigh…
Am I stupid and setting myself up for future regrets and disappointments? Or am I being sensible and going on the right track?
I’m feeling the pressure of being of an age to marry and have my own family. I feel like a regency miss who is being considered as “on the shelf”.
Due to the popularity of facebook, I’m being constantly bombarded by my friends’ stories and pics about their families. And then, a close friend recently announced that after being successful as a doctor, her new year’s resolution is to find a boyfriend and marry at the end of next year. And my bestfriend, who I always use as a defense in case my mom is pressuring me to do so, is now having a nice close relationship. While I find myself very happy about them, and yes, to be quite honest also sometimes feels envious about them that they appear to be so settled and happy, I don’t feel so envious that I feel the need to go out and do something constructive and have my own family.
Maybe because I am surrounded by my nieces and nephews all day and so I think that causes my biological clock to actually not start working, because whatever maternal instincts or need that I have is already satisfied. I know they are not mine, and they have their own parents, but as someone who also worries about them and is actually on hand with their upbringing, I sometimes feel that I already have my own kids and do not feel the need to have more.
But… I’m kind of getting frustrated by the constant lectures and pressures that I get from people around me. They don’t seem to get it. And I’m getting to the point where I’m seriously thinking of marrying anyone just to shut them up. But, marriage is such a serious business that I don’t want “to make a muck of it”. And I think, I’m romantic enough to wish for someone special to marry.
… and so, the romantic and the practical in me are having a debate.
But, seriously speaking, I’m feeling the pressure to marry. My almost non-existent confidence is getting quite a beating even as we speak. And I can almost feel myself caving in.
Umm, what a weird way to think about marriage, in my opinion. Since I am such a romantic, I always think of weddings as something special and you know, happy ever after. What a complete letdown. I guess this is the adult equivalent of being told that there is no such thing as santa claus…
11.14.09
Sick…
You know what I hate about being sick?
I can tolerate the weak-body part, because what I’ll do then is just sleep the whole day, which was what I did yesterday.
I can tolerate taking all those medicines, very BIG pills and yucky-tasting syrup meds, because I’ll just wash it all down with orange juice, which was what I did yesterday.
What I can’t tolerate was having my taste buds get killed in action!
For some reason, I’m one of those people who still get hungry and pine for food even when sick, and eventhough my mom bought me a lot of food to tempt my taste buds… alas! What they did was just torment me, having food within reach but have no means to enjoy it.
The only thing that comforted me was the thought that I am also saved from tasting that awful-vomit-inducing-syrup. Which I unfortunately discovered on the next day.
That’s why today… the first thing I did was check to see if my taste buds are in good working condition…
Muahaha! Well, what can I say? What did you think I did all day?