Remember the time I mentioned that due to my reading manga my preference for a guy changed? From liking a guy to be well-built (rrripped!) to liking a skinny guy? Yeah, that happened. I realize something weird when I started to give a second look to a lanky guy in a mall. I caught myself having a second look, and totally felt mystified why I’m doing so. I now pointed to manga as the cause of all that. Because most heroes in the manga are lanky, skinny guy and because I’m easily influenced, I became attracted to that kind of guy. Sheesh!
Now here’s the weird part. Yesterday at another mall, I saw two guys who are obviously a couple (holding hands) and I was absolutely thrilled about it! Darn it! That’s not how I usually react to a gay couple. But there’s no question about it! It happened twice, with different couples but definitely having the same reaction from me! It was a definite “kyaa!” moment for me there.
That, I attributed to the fact that I’m reading a lot of yaoi manga at the moment.
Sigh… I realized a very serious fact about me. I’m so easily influenced by what I read that I have to be careful about what I read!
But, I’m still going to read yaoi manga. There’s no law that says I can’t be happy seeing gay couples, right?
Hahaha! I’m really weird! It will take a lot of guts for some guy to like me this way! =)
